Wednesday, July 12th, 2000
"She's had four kids. She knows something about motion, then."--Beth

Mmm....sleep deprivation. I really need to quit it. It's getting a bit sad. I was here [on IRC] til 1:30am or so last night, and I didn't get to sleep til 3 because I have all these stupid things I go and do after I get off here. Now that I've decided to roust myself out at 6 instead of 6:30 (that all-important new stolen half hour...as if I'd ever get up at six. Ha!), I need a bit more than three hours. So, anyway. I finally go to sleep, and I apparently turn off my alarm without waking up. This is brilliant. Bah. I did actually make it out of the house by 7:10, though. Huzzah for my Biology class. We're learning about Plant Sex now. Idn that just the sexiest thing you've ever heard of? They have wee little parties and chase each other round the big elm. Then we had a quiz on it. But, before that, I went and took my test on cells, organelles, membranes, osmosis & the like. I think I did well. But, then I thought I did well on the last one, and that wasn't so great. Nikki and Michele are always kinda smug about it. Not that I blame them. Them with their A's. Well, Nikki with her A. And don't think she won't remind me about it, either. But I digress. I got home about 9:45, and had to write a thing for my editor so I could be a correspondent. I love my editor. She pushed back the ending deadline just for me. So, now, I get to write up this thing, get in the car that isn't mine (because mine's being painted) and drive to Orlando. With my Mother, who had been up all night and was convinced the bird shadows were after her and the car. I get home from this enlightening excursion at about 3, and get to kill time til my class at 6. But wait! There's more fun! I mentioned my car being painted, right? Well, the rental car had to go back today, so we're currently a one car family. Which means I got to hear my Mom bitch that I had to drop her off 3 hours early cause I wouldn't get out of class til 8. But oh, what a class. I love my Physics class, I do. We got to play with graphing software today. It's just a shame that all the computers in there are 133's. Makes me feel bad for them. And of course, I get the computer with no network access. Not that it mattered, I just used Beth's instead. Now, for being petty. My stalkee was there today. He came in late. You know, I'm really, and truly disgusted with myself over this. It's not right. I shouldn't know what I know, or have done what I've done, but you have never seen such gorgeous eyes in your entire life. Ever. And there's the soul-piercing stare. And then the roof of my mouth goes numb. I dunno. This would never work out, and I know it, but it's bugging the hell out of me that I can't do a thing about it. He didn't wear a hat for once. He looks more like he belongs ina boy band without one, though. You know...as soon as I put this up, watch someone find it & tell him. And then I can look stupid! Yay! Not to mention I have another stupid crush on another friend of mine, which is driving me nuts. Why can't I have one normal thing for once? Ever? The thing that bothers me most about the latter one is that this one has potential, but I know he'd *never* be interested in me in any capacity other than friendship. Which just outright sucks. And now it's 11:50pm [EDT] and Fester is making me test his bot. Wait...that doesn't sound quite right...

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